Feeling down

Your Depression Level: 44%
You seem to have mild depression.
A lot of people fall into your range, and it's quite possible you don't need treatment.
If you've been feeling this way for a while, you may want to seek help.

Are You Depressed?

Been feeling a bit down since a week ago. No motivation. Hospital placement process is a contributing factor. Made worse by my <strike>tarnished</strike> delayed dream of my life - living in my own house.

This low feeling is what I think made my immune system went into the drain. I am now 5 days ill, bacterial infection, on Tab. Augmntin 625mg BD. Whatever I smell stinks, and the cough is disturbing my sleep. I don't feel like going out, and I pity my partner who covers for my duty.

I should think of happy thots, focus on goals that are attainable within this few months. Maybe that will help forget, and in time accept what has been planned for me.

I'm going home/Kajang this Sunday, and I'm singing this song...

[Crap! tried to embed youtube, but friendster blog doesn't allow. Maybe I should just shift this whole blog to www.blogger.com]

Chris Daughtry, Home 2006

I'm staring out into the night,
Trying to hide the pain.
I'm going to the place where love
And feeling good don't ever cost a thing.
And the pain you feel's a different kind of pain.


Well I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old,
So I'm going home.
Well I'm going home.

The miles are getting longer, it seems,
The closer I get to you.
I've not always been the best man or friend for you.
But your love, it makes true.
And I don't know why.
You always seem to give me another try.

So I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life you chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old,
So I'm going home.
I'm going home.


Be careful what you wish for,
'Cause you just might get it all.
You just might get it all,
And then some you don't want.
Be careful what you wish for,
'Cause you just might get it all.
You just might get it all, yeah.

Oh, well I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life you chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old.
I said these places and these faces are getting old,
So I'm going home.
I'm going home.